Long time!!

Damn!! I have been away for a long time I know no one really reads this or even gives a shit but if you do THANKS so much for the bottom of my heart!!! But, now I'm listening to an homemade clip show of my old band and it is really bring up a lot of old memories and I miss it so much, it just feels so funny being out of high school and being in college and I can remember the first day of high school in the 9^th grade I was talking to my mom and I was like it is going to be a long time to I get to be in the 11^th grade no less being a senior in high school. Now look at me now I'm in college getting shitty every other day if not every day I know that may not be a good thing to some people but to me it is because in high school I really didn't do too much and now that I'm in college meeting new people doing new things it is just such a change that came by sooo freaking fast it my own head spin!!! But, I would trade anything to change my life right now because I know whatever I go through is to make me an even better person. So, Thanks again if you do so happen to run across this and read at least a few line I thank you so much!!!!

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I am up a little late because I have to go to school tomorrow and I don't know why??? Anyways I wanted to blog about this morning is why if you cut one bad thing out of your life another one builds up? What am I talking about you may ask it that for the past month I have done a good job of not smoking and so then today I was looking in the mirror and I have notice how much bigger I have gotten and so I thought to myself what it that I'm not doing that is putting this weight on me? And so I thought about it and thought about it and so I figured it out that it was that I haven't been walking like I have like I did when I was on campus and another thing that I have quit smoking the weight didn't really come on 'til I quit smoking and I thought isn't that about a bitch!!!!! So, That is just another reason I am so ready to get back to school and see all my friends and get this weight back off of me and also a good thing I go to work tomorrow and do the paper work part and so now that I think about it today is going to be a really long day, so I think I'm going to wrap it up and head to bed GOOD MORNING!!!!!!

My dreams

One of my dream is to go to go to fashion week in New York? Well why would you like to go to fashion week you are not famous or really into fashion? It is because one day I might be the most famous as anybody else but famous in my own right!!! Also, the freaking parties I would love to meet some of these stars. There are just so many reasons why I would like to go but these are just a few. Fashion is just such a interesting concept to me, because they have the nice look ladies and gentlemen in their show and the fashion designer looks like shit like they hit every branch falling out the ugly tree. LOL Some but not all but I would just really would like to go and just enjoy everything!!!!

Yay Me!!!!

Yay me!! I got a job with thanks to the heavenly father above!!! I just wanted to I'm awesome. Well people always want to know "Why are you so awesome Nik?" I and I just tell them keep trying your best and sooner or later you will get at least some of my awesomeness but with the laziness of the people now just want all the awesomeness without the work and that is not going to happen because you have to work at anything to get good at it. But, back to my new job it is at Office Max or one of those office store it is on 280 and that is awesome because one of my friends stays really close and that would be a chance for us to see each other more even though she is a bitch a probably won't even say Hi if she walked in!!! LOL I still love that bitch!!! LOL I'm just so happy to have a job!! Thanks for watching after me Thanks GOD!!!!